Sunday, July 12, 2015

The Journey

Discovery involves putting away the old systems in my mind of preconceived ideas and false perceptions--the engrained and pressed down illusions. Embracing this life experience or what I choose to create. I let go of past pain and struggle. There are prisons with bars and prisons without bars but my mind and spirit are free and my soul is not for sale. I choose to think for myself and swim against the current of commonality.

I have always appreciated the Matrix and the unplugged aspect of the mind. No matter the situation you find, it's the battle for your mind that you need to guard and protect. There are so many categories in this life that we can fall into in our culture but I choose not to allow anyone to force me into a mold of what someone else thinks I am suppose to be or do. Everyone is unique and everyone is a spiritual being on their own path, I choose to respect others by being aware of that.

People will let you down and disappoint you but it's okay to keep walking and smiling. I have wasted so much of my life trying to be someone else but I am only good at being myself and I have learned to accept the fact that it's okay if you don't appreciate or respect me for being me--all my quirks, my feelings will no longer be hurt. I am comfortable in my own skin, fully confident, and aware that I am still evolving and growing. I enjoy embracing the unknown aspects of life without being enslaved to one thing or idea and I will fight to problem-solve using creative strategies.

I am a leader not a follower. I have had to unlearn so many prior ways of thinking by renewing my mind and this has brought such peace and healing from past wounds which I will probably forever be recovering from. I am learning that time does not heal all wounds. And now, I have decided to set aside time to invest in my own health and well-being; spiritually and physically which I neglected ealier in life.

I believe in the Law of Attraction and the One that created the universe, stars, and moon. I respect others beliefs but I will not force mine upon others. We are waking up all over the world becoming more conscious.

This life is a journey and I have found writing has been a helpful tool for healing and finding freedom. I have released judgments of others and myself.

I have no idea what's next but to trust and live without fear of the unknown is priceless.

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