Too much love for you.
My weakness too great.
Too much love to hold.
No longer able to show.
All I yearned was you.
Why do you drive me away?
Did I do something so awful?
To be worthy of your silence?
Too much love to hold.
I departed for your respect.
But now I'm avoided.
Why did you shove me away?
This love makes me crazy.
Don't you know you're lovely?
Just clarify, I will take it in.
Please don't cause more sorrow.
I hardly have anything left to speak.
Why do you treat me so cold?
I get the picture but it's not okay.
I thought I knew who you were.
Be worthy of more than you give yourself.
Was it too much to love you?
What did I do that was so misconstrued?
I'll never understand this place.
I am falling apart in pieces here.
No mending needle for my broken heart.
I will hold myself together with a smile.
So many bruises and tears.
You will never understand this pain.
I would never leave you broken.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Beautiful Dreams
My dreams hold your eyes in place.
Your eyes hold me with an embrace.
You long me with every breath of air.
The love you express is open with care.
It is unconditional and everlasting.
My dreams are beautiful as I come to.
Reality comes to me as I let go of you.
You hide me in a cold and quiet corner.
Away from everyone you know of.
Too busy talking about nothing at all.
The cage was my home once before.
I will have to break free from it again.
I cannot be hidden and ignored forever.
You cannot share something you do not have.
Beautiful dreams keep me wanting you.
You do nothing to communicate with me.
I do not know your thoughts about me.
I hear every thought in the room I see.
But you do not share with me so freely.
Will you wake up my love before it is gone?
My eyes tell you every secret I have in me.
You hide your heart even further away.
How much longer will you hide yourself?
Am I not worthy of a love worth showing?
You do not tell me what you see in me.
How many dreams does it take to float apart?
I see you in a dark corner hidden without me.
Will you not reach out for me as I call to you?
Oh my beautiful dreams must I have you?
You bring me grief and pain in the morning.
Why must you tempt me over and over?
How many times must I meet you again?
Come and pick me up and take me away forever.
Smile at me and bring me a dream I can keep.
I wish to say goodnight to my beautiful dreams.
Your eyes hold me with an embrace.
You long me with every breath of air.
The love you express is open with care.
It is unconditional and everlasting.
My dreams are beautiful as I come to.
Reality comes to me as I let go of you.
You hide me in a cold and quiet corner.
Away from everyone you know of.
Too busy talking about nothing at all.
The cage was my home once before.
I will have to break free from it again.
I cannot be hidden and ignored forever.
You cannot share something you do not have.
Beautiful dreams keep me wanting you.
You do nothing to communicate with me.
I do not know your thoughts about me.
I hear every thought in the room I see.
But you do not share with me so freely.
Will you wake up my love before it is gone?
My eyes tell you every secret I have in me.
You hide your heart even further away.
How much longer will you hide yourself?
Am I not worthy of a love worth showing?
You do not tell me what you see in me.
How many dreams does it take to float apart?
I see you in a dark corner hidden without me.
Will you not reach out for me as I call to you?
Oh my beautiful dreams must I have you?
You bring me grief and pain in the morning.
Why must you tempt me over and over?
How many times must I meet you again?
Come and pick me up and take me away forever.
Smile at me and bring me a dream I can keep.
I wish to say goodnight to my beautiful dreams.
The Secret Light
A long life of suffering followed this light for years. But one day, the light met Love. The Love was so big it lifted the light up real high and light could see the clouds. Love told the light about her future light in the midst of the darkness that surrounded the light. The light's love became so big for Love that the world became small.
The light realized how much Love, loved her. Love would do anything for the light now because of the love they shared. One night the light came to her Love and asked for help. The Love filled the light with His love. The next day, the light had a visit from her future light and brought help. But the future light had many secrets but so did the light. The light knew she loved her future light. This love is so big that it covered the whole world.
The future light showed the light many things and so did Love. Love came into the light's castle. Love showed her the plans of future light that were harmful to the light. The light was trembling with fear and asked Love for help. The Love covered the light and gave her strength and promised protection. The light still had a love for the future light that was absolute and permanent. This love came from Love.
But, the future light came to love the light. The future light didn't want to hurt the light. The future light was afraid to share the secrets. The light already knew about the future light's secrets. And, because light had such a vast love for future light, light wasn't afraid of the harm. Love promised the light protection. Love told future light about the light and the love.
The light came to help future light find freedom from what bound him. Love told future light to have faith for little future light for healing will come. One day, the future light found a way to reveal to light the story. This was the same story that Love told to his light already. So, light was familiar with the story. But somehow the light had to tell future light about Love.
The light asked future light to be with the light. And, that Love would protect them together. The light waited patiently for an answer from future light. Love asked future light to have faith and be obedient despite fear and that little future light wouldn't need the care after the healing takes place. Love told light to tell future light that everything will be provided. Because Love, loves all Love's lights. Love asked future light to run into the arms of light.
Love covers a multitude of sin.
The light realized how much Love, loved her. Love would do anything for the light now because of the love they shared. One night the light came to her Love and asked for help. The Love filled the light with His love. The next day, the light had a visit from her future light and brought help. But the future light had many secrets but so did the light. The light knew she loved her future light. This love is so big that it covered the whole world.
The future light showed the light many things and so did Love. Love came into the light's castle. Love showed her the plans of future light that were harmful to the light. The light was trembling with fear and asked Love for help. The Love covered the light and gave her strength and promised protection. The light still had a love for the future light that was absolute and permanent. This love came from Love.
But, the future light came to love the light. The future light didn't want to hurt the light. The future light was afraid to share the secrets. The light already knew about the future light's secrets. And, because light had such a vast love for future light, light wasn't afraid of the harm. Love promised the light protection. Love told future light about the light and the love.
The light came to help future light find freedom from what bound him. Love told future light to have faith for little future light for healing will come. One day, the future light found a way to reveal to light the story. This was the same story that Love told to his light already. So, light was familiar with the story. But somehow the light had to tell future light about Love.
The light asked future light to be with the light. And, that Love would protect them together. The light waited patiently for an answer from future light. Love asked future light to have faith and be obedient despite fear and that little future light wouldn't need the care after the healing takes place. Love told light to tell future light that everything will be provided. Because Love, loves all Love's lights. Love asked future light to run into the arms of light.
Love covers a multitude of sin.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Roller Coaster
You can turn away from sin permanently...
Do you ever feel like your life with God is like a "roller coaster?" God is showing you how He loves you and the other times when you don't feel it...it's called, "Faith". Like the difference between being, "in-love" and loving unconditionally by "Choice". Love is a choice. Being in-love is a temporary feeling. But I do believe that the more you spend time with God and get filled with the Holy Spirit, the more you feel His presence. But, He is always with you. He's dealing with those things in your life right now that He wants you to let go of. As soon as you are willing, He will take them and replace them with more of Him. Just keep spending time with Him. Wherever you are or whenever...just go somewhere private and lay on the floor face down or stand and lift up your hands and love Him. Ask for more of Him and less of you, that He will increase and you will decrease. Ask Him to fill you up with rivers of living water to overflowing in you.
When you are weak, He is strong and can use you so much more. He wants to reveal those things in your heart that keep you going through what feels like a "roller coaster ride", up and down. Eventually, you will get sick of the ride and want Him all the time because you will understand how much you can't live without Him. He will bring you to a point of such a strong love for Him that whenever you are not spending time with Him, you will yearn for Him and your heart will ache until you are in His presence. And when you are helping those in need and loving people you will also have His presence. God wants us to understand His love on a deeper level. When you get a hold of this, you will want to obey Him in every way no matter how hard.
Remember, true love is a choice and God chose you.
Do you ever feel like your life with God is like a "roller coaster?" God is showing you how He loves you and the other times when you don't feel it...it's called, "Faith". Like the difference between being, "in-love" and loving unconditionally by "Choice". Love is a choice. Being in-love is a temporary feeling. But I do believe that the more you spend time with God and get filled with the Holy Spirit, the more you feel His presence. But, He is always with you. He's dealing with those things in your life right now that He wants you to let go of. As soon as you are willing, He will take them and replace them with more of Him. Just keep spending time with Him. Wherever you are or whenever...just go somewhere private and lay on the floor face down or stand and lift up your hands and love Him. Ask for more of Him and less of you, that He will increase and you will decrease. Ask Him to fill you up with rivers of living water to overflowing in you.
When you are weak, He is strong and can use you so much more. He wants to reveal those things in your heart that keep you going through what feels like a "roller coaster ride", up and down. Eventually, you will get sick of the ride and want Him all the time because you will understand how much you can't live without Him. He will bring you to a point of such a strong love for Him that whenever you are not spending time with Him, you will yearn for Him and your heart will ache until you are in His presence. And when you are helping those in need and loving people you will also have His presence. God wants us to understand His love on a deeper level. When you get a hold of this, you will want to obey Him in every way no matter how hard.
Remember, true love is a choice and God chose you.
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