Roller Coaster

You can turn away from sin permanently...

Do you ever feel like your life with God is like a "roller coaster?" God is showing you how He loves you and the other times when you don't feel it...it's called, "Faith". Like the difference between being, "in-love" and loving unconditionally by "Choice". Love is a choice. Being in-love is a temporary feeling. But I do believe that the more you spend time with God and get filled with the Holy Spirit, the more you feel His presence. But, He is always with you. He's dealing with those things in your life right now that He wants you to let go of. As soon as you are willing, He will take them and replace them with more of Him. Just keep spending time with Him. Wherever you are or whenever...just go somewhere private and lay on the floor face down or stand and lift up your hands and love Him. Ask for more of Him and less of you, that He will increase and you will decrease. Ask Him to fill you up with rivers of living water to overflowing in you.

When you are weak, He is strong and can use you so much more. He wants to reveal those things in your heart that keep you going through what feels like a "roller coaster ride", up and down. Eventually, you will get sick of the ride and want Him all the time because you will understand how much you can't live without Him. He will bring you to a point of such a strong love for Him that whenever you are not spending time with Him, you will yearn for Him and your heart will ache until you are in His presence. And when you are helping those in need and loving people you will also have His presence. God wants us to understand His love on a deeper level. When you get a hold of this, you will want to obey Him in every way no matter how hard.

Remember, true love is a choice and God chose you.